Week 4 ... and my WarEagle is still in San Francisco ... and I am still in Las Vegas. I would be lying if I said this was optimum.

But he is trying to see if this job is what is best for us.

He is looking into a job in LA right now.

I wouldn't mind LA ... it is alot warmer there, it is also less expensive.  If everything goes well... the move to LA would be fiscally awesome as well, if everything goes as planned.

We are planning on going to LA next weekend... We will be spending the weekend in a suite and on the beach fucking like bunnies ... in between looking at these business plans.

Right now most of our relationship has been all over the phone. I miss him touching me... miss him kissing me.

Today, I called him and we talked on the phone- We had a good conversation. I told him that he was the best sex I have ever had. and I can say that with complete seriousness.  I told him that I may not be the most experienced lover ... but I would hope that ... someday he would think I  was best at something too. He said "If I wanted the most experienced... I would be with that person. But we are .... wow... together... and maybe it is because it isn't just sex. .. like in the beginning. It is because our hearts and minds and souls are in it .  But it is so intense... us together"

I was thinking ... yes exactly...

but then I thought .. WOW he said this. 

and I wanted to curl up in his arms and just stay there forever.

my heart is changing ... I want to believe in forever again.