Friday- I am EXHAUSTED  ... run down mostly.

Everyone at work has this cold that they are sharing with everyone. I have been doing my best to keep clear of it . So ... I have been cloroxing my desk, phone and lysol-ing the area.

Been drinking hot fluids and using a neti pot religiously - keeping up on my zyrtec ... and listerining after I brush to try and kill any bacteria.

But alas ... the cold caught me. My eyes feel bruised and I have been running a fever off and on. Came home yesterday and slept. REALLY SLEPT ... like three hours and then woke up for a bit and went back to bed. Got off early today - felt guh-nasty ... (that is so nasty it has a Guhhh in front of it) laid in bed and watched a movie with WarEagle.

Today is his birthday... tried to do something romantic and sweet and caring. I hope that he liked it. I will go into detail later.

Earlier this week .....

We had fought about the porn thing .. Monday I was sooo upset that he de valued my opinion that I actually left the house. But later while we were in bed we had some "words" . He says I am insecure. If I am he is contributing. That I should be ok with it ... we met on a fetish site... and that I KNEW about it.

Well to be honest I did know but I didn't know that it was as often as it is. :tomato -tomahto:

I didn't want to go to bed angry so I rolled over and kissed him... that kiss led to more kisses and more kisses and then groping and then him ripping my panties off and having some really good sex. Amazing really... I think angry sex is best now.... who knew?

Although something happened that hasn't happened with any other partner ... and I think I am going to have to do a bit more study on female ejaculation. It was a totally weird and different experience , I was feeling a little self conscious about it , because at first I really didn't know what had happened .  It was a very intense feeling but completely different from any other orgasm that I have ever experienced.

That has led to sex every night this week trying to repeat the experience ... because apparently... he digs the experience

who knew?

Got more candle supplies in today totally excited. So Tony I will be calling you as I am making candles on Wednesday and I need to get an idea of what you are wanting.

new scents I got in.... Mulberry (my absolute fave)

more April fresh downey ... (my accountant's fave he buys at least 4 a month)

Home Sweet Home - mmmm

Christmas tree

and Merry Christmas Scent.

I also got my perfume scent Burberry London. (my signature scent)

I am working on formulating a body candle

So all you bdsm lovelies ... I will let you know when it is formulated.

My next big project besides candles is bath and body...

I am going to be working on lotions ... and dead sea salt scrubs.

body spritzers and more.

I would love to get a whole line going .

What else...

NFR is still in town ... LONG LIVE COWBOYS!

totally rooting #100 Matt Reeves in bulldogging

also rooting Luke the bootyshaker in that event. ..

# 79 for bull riding