Alot going on-

Was the WarEagle's birthday ... um 38th birthday yesterday. 

Was a pretty good day.

no sex last night ... too tired.

although he woke up to "him" time this morning.

Was kind of forced to go to my sister's today . Was told that someone I haven't seen for awhile might be there.

I went but it put me in an emotional frenzy ... hopes up to see her... but terrified of being rejected.

then when it didn't happen totally let down.

The little girl I have been helping mya... was there ...

http://hopeformya.blogspot.com 

She was there and she jumped in my arms and gave me kisses and hugged me and fed me apples.Such a sweet little thing.

laying in bed right now .. .dying for sleep. so tired.

but I have sooo much to do.

::sigh::

I want to go to big bear and sleep in a cabin  and lay by the fire.