So... fun times. called him and she isn't renting car til LA . 

which is not what was indicatedto me on the phone but... whatever...

Then he put her on the phone and she quickly explained to me that 

"she hoped I didn't mind that she tagged along she had to meet a client in

LA and ... that she understands that you (shibs) may want to do the 

Juanster (she calls him don juan) but she has no inclination" 

I see...

Well to make matters worse my blackberry fell on the floor and broke. 

I can't afford a new phone so... cest la vive ... 

I will be incommunicado.

no talk no text ... no life...

::sigh::

gotta say I have good friends tho... zanna was first to reach me 

and make sure I am ok... 

then my jewel... 

I am not even certain how I feel or what I believe... but I am learning

quickly that this is not my favorite day.

oh well...

pouring lots of candles for orders tonite ... 

other than that... I feel like Iam life's bitch.