Ok so , I am feeling a lot better.  Not as psychotic as before. I am trying ... really trying to be a better human being.  Trying to not jump to conclusions ... or step into old fears... old worries. Apparently from the last few days I have not evolved much... right?

Still very weepy but I think that next week is mad cow... yep pms is hanging like a thick cloud and is affecting my emotions and pretty much is affecting... everyone around me.

Crying ... alot.

mostly because christmas carols make me cry.

some because I am really missing Samson ...

Going to the doctor for a minor procedure on Tuesday..

Made a bunch of candles yesterday, and will finish making them tomorrow which means shipping candles on Saturday.

Everyone's Christmas orders will be afoot soon soon soon,.

may be expanding the webstore here .....

decided to share  something beautiful for Christmas....