Hello Long time .. not write...

Sorry I have been gone so long but ... loads going on. Very busy at work and with my new candle company and really trying to stay on track with things.

My WarEagle is out of town and I am getting ready for bed and thinking that it is going to be a cuddle-less night. ::sigh:: I find such comfort and satisfaction knowing that he is here sleeping with his chest against my back, arm over my waist or over my hip.  I love the luxury of being in his arms. It is something that I am not able to sleep without.

BUT... it is also a very big opportunity that is waiting for us if all goes well.

I have had a VERY busy day. Had plans with a friend of mine from 6th grade on... and we had a great time . Went and saw the Lovely Bones. I read the book so it was interesting to see Peter Jacksons' interpretation of the book. I found it very good. But that is just me. I love the girl who played Susie Salmon ... she was in another movie I saw , called " I'm not your woman" with Michelle Pfeiffer and Paul Rudd ... totally hilarious movie and the girl is soooo talented .. she sings and acts so naturally.

Lisa and I had a great time ... salad lunch ... movie and popcorn ... and then girl chit chat for a couple hours. We caught up on everything. We really do have more than average stuff in common.

Then I went to my sister's condo and hung out with her for a bit. She is seperated for the time being and we just hung out and talked since it is her husbands night for the boys .

My nephew B is having a rough time. Very depressed and verge of very bad things right now. My sister and I talked and laughed and laughed and talked . it was a really great time.

Read a really lovely book called "Crooked Kind of Perfect" It was written as a young person's book , but I really enjoyed it.  I feel kind of crooked. but life seems perfect to me right now.

I am really really having a good time.

Last weekend , we went and had a mini staycation at the Fiesta Hotel and Casino , Stayed in a gorgeous room , went to movies ate dinner, gambled a little ... romped like bunnies alot. Slept in a huge ass bed.

Slept in ... had breakfast buffet... watched football and then went home.

I have been a little sick with a sinus infection and double ear infection. It went untreated for like three weeks because I thought it was "just a cold" it wasn't.

However, I was using some preventative treatments that did help me from getting super sick. I reccomend them if you are feeling a little nasal-y or cold-ish or allergy prone. I bought a neti pot and sinus wash and It is the grossest and unpleasant thing to do .. but I gotta say I do it twice a day and I can actually BREATHE for the first time in a long time. It totally helps me to breathe fully out of both nostrils . I also have been adding alot of lemon to my water as it is a good de-toxer ... and listerine to keep bacteria out of my throat and mouth.

I said bacteria.... other things are ok.

Starting back at the gym this week as I haven't been feeling well enough to go.

What else. Oh yes had the IUD put in and had it checked. things are good there. I will say that the iud was so  painful to put in that, it made me reconsider ever having sex ever again. But I got over that two days later.

Things are looking really good.

I have decided to take a step back from my expectations of things and just try to go with the flow again. It is hard to do because i have this innate urge to control the situation. When in all reality .. I am not in control of jack .

jack shit that is.

Yesterday was a stressful day for me, but it was because I got caught up in expectations instead of just enjoying the things that happened during the day. I finally relaxed around 5 or 6 pm.In time for us to go to a party at Wareagles buddies house. We went to a bbq and there was a whole mess of folks there . Two of the guys were talking to me and telling me that they were UFC fighters they train with Forrest Griffin . I totally heart Forrest Griffin ... because he is funny. a little tooooo self depricating but LOVE him.

One of the gentlemen sitting there had a slight accent and I asked where he was from originially, I thought perhaps he was italian. But turns out he is from Croatia. He will be in the UFC 110 in Australia . His name is Goran Relijic ? ... well I am not sure HOW to spell his name but he was super cool and very kind.

I had a fun time watching him play the Wii with whatever the other guys name was.

Made a lot of good candle contacts.

Wareagle was having alot of fun talking sports and just hanging out. We don't really drink so we were having soda's or water the whole night.

We came home and packed his stuff for his trip ... and slept.

and now it is time for me to sleep again...

he called me to tell me he loves me and that he misses me.

I told him that I am proud of him and excited for this appointment for him. I told him that I loved him and that I missed our nightly giggle session. It is hard to sleep without my own personal comedian.

Well.. second thought I will just sleep quieter ;)

I will try to get on here and write more. I have been finishing my book that I am writing and working on candles.. I am a busy girl . I am totally read for a REAL vacation.

Sleep tight blogland until we meet again.