I would like to say that life is grand... and usually it is...

but I am finding my birthday creeping up on me in not a good way... i am freaking out a little about a number 42 ... ::sigh::

WarEagle is still in San Fran... and I am still here... and I hate it .

I am guessing that this will not change anytime soon.

My parents are moving soon...

and I am going to be alone.

which is ok

i just hate it.

oh well me and mollie know how this road goes .. lol

my birthday will be on the 20th ... and I have no plans .. WarEagle has not made mention of any plans he has made... so I dunno...

last year i had the best birthday ever... top of the rio... voodoo lounge fantasy camera....

I am expecting no proposals ... or anything of that nature. I am pretty sure that - will never happen.

Which is fine.

I am learning to take life as it goes.

Right now it has been going with me admitted into the hospital last week I have a kidney infection that is not reacting to drugs.

That means it is viral and I am having to ... work my way through it.

A big Thank you to St . Rose Siena hospital for taking such good care of me ... and for using me as their personal pin cushion.,..

good times...

I came home after and threw up (pleasant right)  ... poor mollie wanted NOTHING to do with that.

My youngest step daughter is a high school graduate.

Wish I could have seen that happen ... but I am so proud of her and her accomplishments ... I am always hoping for the best for her.

What else... oh yes. .. ran into a guy who is a film maker ... nice guy .. he wants to look at my book i am writing .. .it may skip past the book stage and go right to screen play.

THAT is exciting news....

summertime is here ... spent a few weekends ago in Dana Point on the beach... (I think I found my new fantasy home)

it was a lovely time....

sorry so choppy it is late .. and i wanted to post something ...

17 days and counting ...