What you ask is an Ethical Slut? 

That was my question as well, as Master Len called me one the other day .

So I wiki'd it ! 

The definition of  and Ethical Slut is as follows : 

The authors define the term slut as "a person of any gender who has the courage to lead life according to the radical proposition that sex is nice and pleasure is good for you." The term is reclaimed from its usual use as a pejorative and as a simple label for a promiscuous person. Instead, it is used to signify a person who is accepting of their enjoyment of sex and the pleasure of intimacy with others, and chooses to engage and accept these in an ethical and open way — rather than as cheating.

Yeah I guess that makes sense.  I don't just go and have relations with everyone...  

I went to Master Len's with my roommate to watch Master Len play with her . We got there, and sat down and chatted with Master Len . Now just saying that Master Len is kind of an icon . You can check him out here  .

Now I will be honest and say that I was actually nervous going over there. I have met Master Len and he is a darling man. But you know what he is a SADIST, and I am a little more than fearful of a sadist.  We sat and joked and laughed and somehow Master Len talked me into playing .  So, Char and I went and presented ourself  in the dungeon.  Yes that means nudey caboody. I am more than a little shy about the being naked thing . so I was standing with my hands over my chest.

Master Len immediately called  me on it and grabbed some rope and immediately tied around my breasts and arms and tied my hands behind my back . Then he strung me up to a hang bar that came from the ceiling .  He had been caning Char's behind and then it was my turn . Prior to playing I told him that I am not a masochist, that I am really not sure I could take a lot of pain. He said this is fine .. that he wouldn't have to work so hard to hurt me.  (hello!)  I was thinking let's not work at it all.  He lightly tapped my hiney giving me intermittent hard swings which brought tears to my eyes .. then he caned and slapped my boobs ..

This was Day one .. it is a LOT blacker and spread out today. There was a lot more that happened and perhaps I shall put that in the bedroom stories portion of my blog. My favorite time of the evening is the nekkid hot tub time. Drinking herbal iced tea. It was just  delicious.  It was a nice end to an otherwise painfully pleasurable time . Master Len was a doll .  He sent me a nice note stating he hoped I was not too bruised, and that he had a lot of fun with me and he lovingly calls me an ethical slut.  lol.

I also decided to pierce my ears again. I just rammed the earrings through my flesh .. um ouch.  it really hurt kind of bad .. but oh well. I have decided to start wearing earings again  and it needed to be done. Can't afford to pay for it to be done.

I did forget to mention that Mistress Karen is upset with me. I wrote her to tell her I played.. but I did so without permission. SO I am on restriction. And deservedly so. I am not allowed to attend any lifestyle events or play parties .. nor am I allowed to play with anyone in the scene for ONE week.  Then I have to write for forgiveness (beg) .. ::sigh:: I am not the good girl I would like to believe i am ... I can't even express to her how sorry I am .. that I let her down. I am always her good girl , and now I am just in trouble. It makes my heart ache. - Well until next time - I remain fondly yours...

The Ethical Slut