HNT

hnt stuffs

Putting the nose here... you can still see the purple marker from where he "dotted" my nose. Funny.

It is late in the game but I keep doing things I always wanted to do .. and was told I couldn't . Or I was too afraid to do them .

a pic from vacation ... one of the sheep on my friend Zanna's Sheep ranch.

Here is from the rodeo ... The Mama horse is Lady Blackhawke she is a NFR bucking horse who ... if you look beside her had a baby horse ... totally adorable right?

July 1 HNT

I see you....

and you are wondering ... what the heck are ya doin shibari?

Well these are my sneaks...

My movin outta the house if ya will shoes...

they are dirty from runnin shit in and houtta the house

And now for Bathtime with Mom and Mollie....

When we lived at home I used to take baths.. I had a roman tub. it was awesome!

Mollie LOVES bathtime. She thinks that is her time to spend with her moms.

Hey Mom! Don't look but I took your towel! and you are lookin kinda lonely in that there tub!

Is the water too hot let me check?

ok so now that I have you all to myself mommy..... Can we talk? Because I am so telling on Samson!

BBG the contest...

Ok ... so bad bad girl had a contest... and this is my sad entry... ;)

But the sharpie tattoo... well... how fun was that?

So here is my homage... to the BAD ONE the BAD BAD GIRL herself...
whom i love to bits....

here is my half slutty picture ...

and my hnt as well.. a few days early

Valentines HNT 2/14/08

When I think of RED

I think of passion...

whether it be love or hate

When I think of RED

I think hot or fire.

When I think of RED I think of Valentines Day..

and sharing kisses and dreams and hopes

One day these lips will kiss ... they will be a gift.

and it will be long awaited and desired

and will burn RED

I have been living with my skin peeled off for over a year. I have lived this way without anesthesia. No drinking no drugs, to help me numb myself. I did have the assistance of anti-depressants when my coping skills were out of control. But it is all good now.
I chose to do this picture for several reasons. It represents so much from last Valentines to this one.
It represents 10 years of not being able to speak up for myself to an abusive husband.
It represents keeping myself from people who care about me and not telling the truth when questioned about my marriage.
The red stripe shows me being censored in my life.
The red stripe represents anger for myself for letting myself be controlled by my ex
and for my ex husband for being who he is
It represents finding my voice throught blogging, being able to find my voice through words. Every raw and bitter emotion laid bare.
There is passion and love all waiting to be shared...
Happy Valentines Day...
To you my friends
near
or far
sweet and dear
I am blessed beyond measure.
because you share your
lives with me
We have seen each others
hard times
our
joy
and yet
here we are
here for each other
here to listen
here to confide
here to encourage
I hope in my heart
that I can be half of what you all have been to me.

Christmas HNT 12/19/07

In keeping with the theme for HNT....

Ok Ok... here are my Christmas gifts ...:)

Jessica ... Jessica ...Jessica.... I hate to be an indian giver ... perhaps we can share *wink*

ok ok... Marques..... the Sex Toy King Pin that you are!!! you are ALWAYS looking for pictures of ass... well here is one...

For KidFury....who bid on a kiss from me... here ya go...

ok here is some tongue... ;)

and for all of you bloggers out there the main thing I want to share with you this Christmas is my heart.... :)

that... and hope that this holiday season is filled with joy and hope.. that you are each loved and cherished beyond measure... beyond.. comprehension. :)

May every day be filled with a hug and a kiss... and may you never wonder if there is someone who thinks and cares about you... because I do.

kisses,

Shi

HNT 11/28/07

I totally spaced what day it is.

I got a little gmail reminder from OS

that it was "that" time again.

I hadn't prepared and was gonna

do a re-post...

But it was cold and I was wearing

a sweater hoodie...

Yes ya'll Vegas gets chilly...

and Nobody gets to call me a wimp.

It is in the 40s and I am

F R E E Z I N G!!!!

But for the sake of sharing some

half nekkidness...

I took a quick pic and uploaded it

sorry I am so late posting.

We will get to more self-love posts

friday... hope you will join in.

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According to the shirt I am wearing... I am passionate talented young-hearted lovable gorgeous sexy fun cute easy-going strong-willed laugh-out-loud funny shy creative sophisticated fashionable intuitive fantastic edgy fabulous... I dig Domination/submission..bondage. I will try anything once... If I like it twice ;)